1. I promise you I can be better. I just need you not to leave.
2. My heart aches if you don’t reply. I quickly coming up with rational explanations to comfort my irrational behavior so I’ll develop mental lists as to why.
3. My calm temper is killed with whimpers because you didn’t say you loved me with the last goodbye.
4. My hands start to shake.
5. My heart is burdened with palpitations the size of earthquakes
6. All I can do is cry.
before you date a girl with a mental illness, remember: saying, “you’re beautiful” won’t balance the chemicals in her brain.
and don’t fucking say, “i’ll be here for you, no matter what,” if you don’t mean it.
don’t think you’re fixing her by saying, “i love you.” because you’re not
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